Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Today is life -- the only life you are sure of. Make the most of today. Get interested in something. Shake yourself awake. Develop a hobby. Let the winds of enthusiasm sweep through you. Live today with gusto."-Dale Carnegie
fcuk you!||9/14/2004 01:53:00 PM
i dun noe if i shd hate him. or hate myself? why am i feeling this way... im scare...im trying to forget n juz concentrate on my wk n trainings... but its not within my control... i need peace
fcuk you!||9/14/2004 01:50:00 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004
went for my 1st contact rugby training yest!!!1 hee~ it was so WHOA!!!! haha
really see the other side of gals man!!! rugby gals = tough chicks!!! my gdness! everything was juz so new to me! as in, netball is a non contact game ma.. den rugy is full contact game haha! but i muz sae i really enjoyed myself! all thanx to the BLACKS!!! hee! i will definately go next sundae for training hee~ it feels gd to be back home :) tink staying in hostel really made me appreciated tings more n dun take many stuff for granted.. gd gd :) heee nw im indulging myself in all this.. sports n studies..i feel gd... at least i feel dat i can control my thots better... feel more positive abt myself.. can control my emotions better when i can feel the stress n confusion setting in...i tink , ultimately, i juz hav to accept the fact that i cant pls everybody n shd juz follow wat my heart tell me... im capable of doing anything i wan :)
fcuk you!||9/13/2004 11:38:00 AM
Friday, September 10, 2004
he's not a gay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid aaron bluff me!!!!!
joy to the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i luv my angels.
they luv me for who i am.
truely n wholeheartedly.
wif them, i hav nothing to hide.
i can be who i am.
no judging.
things r as simple as it seems.
i dun hav to read btw the lines.
i can be sily.
i can be loud.
i can be happie.
i can be sad.
i can be laughing.
i can be crying.
i can still be me.
no matter what,
im still being loved.
by my angels.
thanx u for being my angels.
specially for all the tk netballers, buddy, peng, wyee, jia min n so many more....
i feel loved. :)
even without u.
fcuk you!||9/10/2004 04:37:00 PM
leon is a gay.
ultimate disappointment of the yr.
loss of words.
depression mode.
lemme turn him straight.
peace.
fcuk you!||9/10/2004 11:41:00 AM
Thursday, September 09, 2004
things dun seem to go well dis few days... stress... loads of assignments... cant seem to focus on wat am i suppose to do... keep tinking of things dat i noe i shoudnt... its juz a crush... i can hear myself repeating this line over n over again... but it juz keep bugging me... can feel myself falling sick... feeling fat n bloated coz that stupid thing coming soon! boo! went zouk yest but felt so out of place suddenly... all becoz of dat neh neh!peace....
fcuk you!||9/09/2004 03:59:00 PM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
i dun wan to be down. i dun wan to be affected. i dun wan to like someone. i'm fine alone. shit me.... why am i feeling this way... suddenly feel like crying.. but i dun noe why...
fcuk you!||9/02/2004 12:02:00 AM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
finally finish 2 of my assignments!! n juz i happen to realise dat there's 2 due next week! haha~ i'm so gonna mati! had soccer inter class game yest! very fun though we lost. and sadly, i cant go for the bball one today, got nike game... sian!!!! boo! nvm la.. tmr got frisbee haha~ dis weekend gonna be damn packed man! got netball ivp camp den got biathlon on sundae haha and a steamboat feast in my room on sundae nite hee~ shiok shiok! but not going home again! mummy gonna visit me though :)
life's really full of surprises.and i juz realise hw happie u can get when u finally notice their existence. unhappy pple r unhappy. u noe why? they r too damn crop up wif their unhappy thots n fucked up busy life dat they cant be bother to spend a few minutes of their pathetic life to look around them. and feel for the little surprises. and currently, my source of surprise and happiness is from my friends. friends whom had beeen there all along but in silence. we noe how impt we matter to each and every one. but that feeling is in our blood. its like in our nature to love and care for each other. so many parts of our lives are interjoined. is dis the way to describe dat feeling? haha~ who cares? as long as u understand and i'm happie wif it! :)
fcuk you!||9/01/2004 12:43:00 PM