Friday, May 28, 2004
i'm so happie now!!! coz i finally manage to find timmy thomas's dying inside to hold you mp3!!!!! i like the song so much so much!!!!! feel like crying now liao coz really so in luv wif the song!
i was dying inside to hold you
i couldn't believe how i felt for you
dying inside i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you....
sometimes, u juz need a special thing to brighten up ur days. last time, f4 nv fails to cheer me up when i'm down. den after dat i lost dat feeling. the feeling of excitement.ur heart start pounding.feel so excited n happie... like a little gal... simple happiness... finally i find dis special thing again... music!!! n currently its those mambo songs!!!i'm back to the eighties haha~
simple big gal.simple tiny mind.living in a simple little world.i'm so glad dat i'm finally happie the way i am.one day.... i beileve... i will find dat special someone who luv me for who i am. but for the time being, i'm contented.for i'm really lucky to hav all my goodie frens ard me.my treasures. life can be so much happier when u expect less.:)thank you for God for letting me hav the wisdom to finally understand dis great truth.
to the 3 pretty babes.... let's hold on to our friendship tightly no matter wat's happening. we had gone thru alot together to get to where we r now.
fcuk you!||5/28/2004 10:07:00 PM
HOW TO TELL IF YR IN LOVE
When you are together with that
special someone, you pretend to ignore
that person. But when that special someone is not
around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are
in love.
Although there is someone else who always
makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was supposed to
have called you long back,
to let you know of their safe arrival, your
phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself,
"that special
someone is just a friend",
but you realize that you can not avoid that
person's special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love.
While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.
fcuk you!||5/28/2004 09:38:00 PM
Saturday, May 15, 2004
one week ago i was so damn upset bout not playing..yet today i kinda of think dat the rest was essential n necessary... wierd... life's a joke sometimes...maybe wat mary sae is rite... i'm bugging [pple for the answer n the solution.. keep getting loads of options n at the end of the day.. i'm drowning in the pool of advice.. confuse.... dun noe which to choose...who to listen too... u noe the answer... do i? how pathetic can i be man? bloody hell.... asian youth is like really coming soon... n i'm so not prepared yet... n things only get worse when ur frens dun understand why da hell r u training so hard for... i feel really bad when i cant meet up wif them... damn guilty... n i noe how irrtiating it is..coz some peeps i noe r worse den me...or maybe same... nvm..not impt... the only time dat i can reallyenjoy myself is mambo nite~ haha~n see my leon.. aniwae he smiled at me dat day..... damn it....i'm meltin... erm change topic... stop dreaming rachel yim.... boo... u tink he will look at u meh.. bah..... sad case... let me hav some peace pls!!!!!
fcuk you!||5/15/2004 10:10:00 PM
Sunday, May 09, 2004
lost... hate dat feeling. damn fucking hate it.kena bench for the whole game. first time in my netball career. i dun noe wat did i do wrong.big deal.been really down recently n she chose this fucking time to do this to me. quit? i dun noe. abit cant be bother. dun noe. liling sae i will only be really upset when i really care alot bout it. dun noe....
i noe how bad it can look when u get drunk. unfair for my partying kakis too. but sorry wendy, yayi n kieth. i didnt mean to do dat to u guys.i cant helped it. worse when u feel damn malu to be drunk in front of a guy whom u tink is cute... boo... leon is still cute .. heh.. look damn cute when i was drunk. hah not as if i can remember anything fr dat nite ...
wat do u do when u feel dat ur life is in a big mess? running away? show me the way out pls.....
stop trying so hard to be so nice to everybody when u r hurting no one else but ur closest fren... u will regret it one day..... u noe who u r.... juz remember... someone is shedding tears in her heart becoz of ur words n action.. n blog... why keep on hurting each other when u noe u cant lose each other... lame....
something on a happier tone... went out wif xiang ying today. ate at this very romantic jap cafe at taka foodcourt. muz go back dere again hee~ den met up wif sinping n melis. something i learnt fr beautiful boxer. respect pple's decision. dun judge them juz becoz they look, feel, or do things differently from u. u can decide the sexuality of ur partner. its ur life. who care wat the fucking hell u tink? get out of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fcuk you!||5/09/2004 12:32:00 PM
Monday, May 03, 2004
me really happie today.. haha~ dun noe why oso but juz something dat i realised today... simple things can make me really happie. like buying 2 panties fr topshop haha~ no la~~~ jkjk!!! hee~ enjoyed every minute dat i spent at patson wif the kids though they can really drive me crazy sometimes!!! but its a really gd experience! hehe~ went to my uncle's juz-open-not-long-ago supermarket to visit mama n didi! hehe~ had fun doing cashiering.. as if i dun hav enough shiokness fr collecting money @ werner's oven haha~ no cute guys to look at though haha~ shall entertain u guys wif this really funny thing dat happened when i went to the chix rice stall to buy dinner haha~ i ordered duck rice wif additional chix haha~ u noe wat??? the uncle at the stall actually gave me one chix drumstick n duck drumstick!!!! haha~ for onli $3 bucks haha~ muz be see i pretty ah whahaah~ ok... i'm toking crap now hee~ wonder how's everybody? how's the boys doing in the army?? really miss my clubbing kakis like shop, bing, drew...... stupid peng oso... now like everybody so scattered.. haiz~ wat to do??? cant hav time to meet up often wif my gal friends too coz i'm like training 6 times a wk now... hope u guys understand k its my dream n i really need to wk hard fr it... tink dat's the sacrifice dat all national players hav to make... can u imagine how much hardwork have to be put in to win a olympic medal?? whoa~~~ its really amazing!
fcuk you!||5/03/2004 09:27:00 PM