fcuk you!||1/23/2004 04:25:00 PM
Thursday, January 22, 2004
whahahaha~ i'm so damn happie !!!! hehe~ really good start for the yr man!!! hee~
reasons why i'm so happie!!!
1.sleep and eat!!!! so damn freaking shiok!!!!
2.hong baos!!! not alot but better than nothing rite wahahah~
3.my dad gave me a hp dat's looks like a palm top!!!1 whaha~ he got it fr the company lucky draw!!! whahaa~ shiok!!!!!!
4.oso happie coz dis yr gonna be such an exciting and interesting time for me!!!!
haha~ i'm crazy liao hehe~ lalalalalal~ so fun!!! going clubbing next wed too!!! yeah~~~ hee~ i'm like grinning inside out now ahahaha~ rach's mad now!!! hehe~ok~ i gonna go drink my mum's ai xin fruit juice haha~ see ya!! enjoy ur holiday!!1 live life wif passion!!!!
fcuk you!||1/22/2004 11:52:00 PM
Monday, January 19, 2004
erm.. something not so cheery again but... it kinds of suit my mood now.. fr a friend...
friends are not forever,
lurve changes wif time,
reliance depends on chance,
problems arise fr within,
can only be solved from the inside.
life's a fight wif urself.
fcuk you!||1/19/2004 10:58:00 PM
hey peeps! i'm seriously shock dat u guys r actually reading my blog whahaha~ at to do??? rachel is cute and popular haha~ erm.. dun worry peepo! rachel is feeling better liao yuppie~ lon story ... nvm.. let's tok abt more happie stuff... which is not alot to tok abt den whahaha~ juz keep on tagging ba.. maybe dat will at least make me feel better haha~ will update u guys bout my life soon.. which at the moment... full of wking, trainings and trainings.... i really wonder when will i go zouk again.. i miss the bouncers wahahahahaha~
fcuk you!||1/19/2004 10:39:00 PM
Friday, January 16, 2004
sometimes i wonder wat's the use of having a blog? yeah let my frens noe wat the hell i shappening to me... wat's going on blah blah.... eventually, the conclusion is... with the advancement of technology.. the gap btw all human beings juz keep on drifting further away... i hate myself for being so negative abt everything... esp friends at dis moment... maybe i'm at fault for being so crop up bout earning money and trainings~ but i need the money and..... netball is a big part of me.... something i cant lead go.... feel so shit dat i like always take my frens for granted sometimes.... pple always assume.... that they will always be dere.. catch you when u fall.... u nv noe till u really have a very bad fall....and there is no one dere... this few days ... i try to keep myself real busy so i wont think so much... juz keep on moving... everything juz a passing stage for everybody.. it's not the end... but things juz doesnt seem to fall back into the same place... it's juz not right.... i'm getting sick of reading blogs... blog dat pple juz complain abt wat they dun like.... things or pple dat they hates.... watever... playing the guessing game everytime.... izit me? did i make her unhappy?sian.... dun wan to tok bout dis liao.. nv fail to spoil my mood...
ok let's get to something really exciting!!! haha~ jerry yen!!!!! whoa~~~ damn shuai!!!!! so damn bloody cute!!!! i'm gonna dream of him tonite~~~ he's gonna get married wif me whahaha~dreams come true!!!!! hee~ rachel rox!!!! i'm invincible as long as i'm alive!!!
fcuk you!||1/16/2004 11:35:00 PM
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
to u-noe-who-u-are....
i'm not angry wif u or anything k... maybe on dat day..both of us were feeling too shit.. haiz.. nvm ba.. both of us r quite forgetful rite... heh~but i sriously tink e friendship btw me and her(u noe who rite...) expired liao... going to decompose sooner or later....
so tired after wk... :P haiz~ chinese new yr coming liao but machan dun hav dat happy atmosphere ... getting worse as we grow older.. most prob gonna rot at home for dat few days... watch tv... sleep... eat.. and ultimately... get fat.... maybe get the post-cny syndrome....
kinda of strained and twisted my ankle so cannot go clubbin tonite.. chao sian.. dat means i gonna miss partying for 2 wks!!!!!dat will oso means i cannot see ahem ahem oso...SIAN!!!!!!!!!!
to all my babelicious darlings!!when r we gonna meet up??? haiz~ wking sucks! holiday sucks!!!!
fcuk you!||1/14/2004 04:20:00 PM
Monday, January 12, 2004
幸福的定义是什么？
fcuk you!||1/12/2004 11:58:00 AM
everything seems to be failing... maybe fading will be a better word... as u grow older...u will start to lose control of it... drift away from u slowly.. eventually it will juz fade away.... disappear from ur sight.... out of ur grasp... wat else can u do but admit how cruel is reality.... or maybe growing up? i dun noe... i'm in a state of confusion... i once thot there r really friendships dat will last forever till the end of time... but now... hesitations & doubts.... wat friends till be grow old... all are nothings but empty promises to me... but dat's juz reality... maybe i was juz too childish in my thinking....maybe i was juz too stupid to tink dat fairy tales do come true if u believe hard....maybe pple change.. maybe i change... maybe they didnt change.. like wat one of them said... we juz didnt see the other side of the person... and dis explaination to me is totally ridiculous.. kind of disgusting and it freaks or gross me out... after noeing dis person for coming to 7 yrs den u realise dat u didnt noe this person at al.. when all along.. they were ur bestest frens in ur heart... best teammates u can ever hav... pple u thot u understand inside out... but wat happens ultimately... they r nothing but juz memories.. and maybe a tight slap on my face for me to wake up.. and face the reality... maybe i'm tinking too much.. maybe i'm too negative.. maybe things arent as bad as i tink... too many maybes... i really hope i'm wrong... who can show me the way out of this confusion...will u?
such an irony.. promises r nothings but lies' undercover......
fcuk you!||1/12/2004 11:37:00 AM
Saturday, January 10, 2004
爱情，
带给一对情侣快乐幸福或痛苦累罪，
就像命运一样，
躁纵在你手里。
不是我，也不是他。
是你。
未来在你手里。
幸福与痛苦，
只有一线之差而已。
每一步要走的踏实坚定，
才能让这弯弯曲曲的情路，
或许走得好一些。
爱情，
应该是快乐甜蜜的。
倘诺爱一个人，
他很幸福，你却沉浸在痛苦的深渊里，
为何不尽早把手放了。
起码，
你只做了短暂的蠢子，
却换来了永恒的自由。
突然想写的，献给一位为情所困的朋友。。。。。。。。
fcuk you!||1/10/2004 10:45:00 PM
Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage.
Perhaps everything that frightens us is,
in its deepest essence,
something helpless that wants our love.
By my favourite poet,
Rainer Maria Rilki
"Letters to Young Poet"
fcuk you!||1/10/2004 10:20:00 PM
little by little- oasis
we the people fight for our existence
we don't claim to be perfect but we're free
we dream our dreams alone with no resistance
faded like the stars we wish to be
y'know i didn't mean .... what i just said
but my God woke up on the wrong side of His bed
and it just don't matter now
littlee by little we gave you everything you ever dreamed of
as little by little the wheels of your life have sslowly fallen off
little by little you have to live it all in your life
and all the time i just ask myself why are you really here?
true perfection has to be imperfect
i know that sounds foolish but it's true
the day has come and now you'll have to accept
the life inside your head we gave to you
fcuk you!||1/10/2004 09:47:00 PM
i am invincible.
as long as i'm alive.
who da hell care abt wat u tink abt me?
i am who i am.
take it or leave it.
but remember,
dun u ever regret.
coz i wont take u back.
fcuk you!||1/10/2004 09:41:00 PM
been wondering abt some stuff lately... BIG ISSUES... yes literally.... size... weight... in this world, dis is very common perception dat skinny is good. well, i shall not lie. i once was very obsessed wif dat idea too. i wan to be skinny, was all i thot abt last time in jc. dun ask me why... growing up i guess. despite telling myself everytime to scrape dat part of me away, i still get over consious abt my size sometimes, esp when my self esteem plunge on some( quite rare now...) bad days.... one of the gals really made me tink bout dis very seriously. wat kind of world r we living in man... gosh...maybe in asian countries especially... u guys will not be able to understand how hurt i was when dis merely 13 yr old gal cried in front of me, pulling down by a swirl of confusion, low self esteem, and maybe even self hatred. why did u choose me? i'm always the last one in running....... all the things dat she said still lingers in my mind... everything dat she said were so familiar yet hostile... suddenly i remembered something... i was lidat too. how i wish i can tell her straight into her face... i was like u too, or maybe worse. i'm really praying very hard now dat maybe i can change the way she look at herself, maybe i can help her in any ways.. lurve herself more, accept herself for who she is... and most importantly, not to be ashamed of ur height and even size. how i really wish i can do a part in helping her.... i dun wan her to go thru dat horrible stage dat i had been thru. life's too short to waste time on all those nosense.
especially for dis special gal in everyone's heart( u noe who u r),
have faith in urself. believe dat u can be a superb netballer. no one is setting u a limit to how far u can go. why limit urself den? dream far, dream big and dream hard. if u believe, u can do it. its all in ur hands. plenty of opportunities for u out dere... life's too beautiful. time's too precious to be wasted on questioning and having doubts in urself. but ultimately, u hav to understand dis urself. but trust me, once u understand and accept dis special and unique part of uself, u will grow up as a strong gal. remember dere is no finish line.... nv sae die till the last whistle
to all the sjc gals,
bet u guys r like wondering, why the hell did ms rachel choose me? questions, questions and loads more of questions running thru ur little minds. let me tell u guys dis once and for all. i see the potential in all of u, in or not in the 12 dat i selected. see the potential in u guys to be whacking the opponents on court. hitting them wif a bang! but no point if i hav the faith in u guys. no point if all u guys hav in mind is doubts and hesitations. so wat if i can dream and see the sjc 2004 C div gals emerging as a champion( not being the champ in zone or national but champ in ur hearts), as a team, when all u tink abt is .. can i make it thru? tink abt it.... u guys will understand it one day... let's pray it not the last match den u all realise dis....
fcuk you!||1/10/2004 09:12:00 PM
Thursday, January 08, 2004
now is like 4.12 am in the morning & i kinda of juz reach home haha~ ladies nite @ zouk was like so damn fun lahz!!!! hee~ met so many nj peeps dere!!!!shop,jerry,andrew,tze ying, junting(another new found nj sch mate... gosh~~~~ we were like in e same sch for 2 yrs but onli got to noe each other during clubbing... so u see... clubbing do wonders!!! haha~),nicole & so many more!!!! of coz the nite was made even more interesting wif pengie ard hee~ though she was attracting hell lotz of attention wif her moves haha~ such a great dancer!!!! hee~ tmr still hav to wk... :P... aniwae dis guy at wk is getting abit gross... tink i got to really watch out man!
coaching to day was alrite but hope can get full attendence soon so can start doing courtwk...stress liao.... ok dat's all i need to go sleep liao... nitey peeps~~~
fcuk you!||1/08/2004 04:12:00 AM
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Believe In Yourself
There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way
you had hoped they would be.
That's when you have to tell yourself that things will get better. There
are times when people disappoint you and let you down.
But those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own
judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself.
There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it
is up to you to accept them.
Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not
be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger
sense of who you are.
So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected
responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your
life to be.
Because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals
that you know are meant to come true for you.
"Keep Believing in Yourself"
fcuk you!||1/07/2004 08:49:00 PM
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
THE RULES FOR BEING HUMAN
By Dan Millman
1. YOU WILL RECEIVE A BODY.
You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for the entire period this
time around.
2. YOU WILL LEARN LESSONS.
You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called Life. Each day in
this school you will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like
the lessons or think them irrelevant and stupid.
3. THERE ARE NO MISTAKES, ONLY LESSONS.
Growth is a process of trial and error: Experimentation. The "failed"
experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiment that
ultimately "works."
4. A LESSON IS REPEATED UNTIL LEARNED.
A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned
it. When you have learned it, you can the go on to the next lesson.
5. LEARNING LESSONS DOES NOT END.
There is no part of life that does not contain its lessons. If you are
alive, there are lessons to be learned.
6. "THERE" IS NO BETTER THAN "HERE."
When your "there" has become a "here," you will simply obtain another
"there" that will again look better than "here."
7. OTHERS ARE MERELY MIRRORS OF YOU.
You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects
something you love or hate about yourself.
8. WHAT YOU MAKE OF YOUR LIFE IS UP TO YOU.
You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up
to you. The choice is yours.
9. YOUR ANSWERS LIE INSIDE YOU.
The answers to Life's questions lie inside you. All you need to do is look,
listen and trust.
10. YOU WILL FORGET ALL THIS...
fcuk you!||1/06/2004 12:52:00 AM
listening to the song dat xiang jun juz send to me... colorblind by counting crows... good.... suits my mood now... feeling so so neh... played badly for the selection juz now...dun even noe if i caan get into 21... :P super sian diao... train so hard but still lidat... ok la.. let me complain abit... haiz... but i'm so NOT GONNA GIVE UP! the more failure i meet ah will only make me wan to wk even harder,train harder and pia harder to reach my goal!!!! hope i can get into 21 so there's at least still a chance for me to try again!!!! i wan to go asian youth!!!so damn angry now! so angry dat i wan to wk double, triple.... alot alot more times harder to improve!!!set the fire burning babe!!!u can do it!! no matter wat, i'm not gonna give up!NEVER!!!!so many things dat i can learnt fr today's selection... gonna wk on my fitness and shootin!so touched and happie when ms lee she's gonna help me for shooting tmr yeah~ i can do it!!!! whoohoo~ can u feel it? haha~ rachel roz!!!!something dat i always tell myself when i'm down... everything obstacle or failure dat i meet will only make me stronger and wiser. if i can overcome dis, everything will be so much easier thereafter.juz keep on moving.... make an improvement everyday... one day i'm gonna be a top class shooter!one day, i'm gonna make it dere!
Edison's formula for success:
1. It takes time for greatness.
2. Be patient
3. Persistence is the key.
Never quit. Always believe in yourself. Be patient. Be positive.
"Success is going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm." -- By Joe Fermano
i'm so damn really to go.................watch out.
fcuk you!||1/06/2004 12:30:00 AM
Monday, January 05, 2004
after a few days of serious thots.. i feel damn lucky not to be attached.. but like wat peng sae got gd & bad lahz but still... single is still da best!!!!hehe~ maybe its becoz i haven meet my prince charming la.... but i onli wan ang moh... cute and filthy rich...if i meet someone lyke dis ah.. den i can dun go uni laio.. juz be a netball coach.. do something dat i really like!!! :)and be a tai tai! juz play marjong, do facials,shop, party,do manicure etc haha~ when will dat day come man haha~
tmr selection liao... muz play ur best k u can do it! hee~ oh ya .. gd luck to all those going for selections too k!!!!
peng's bdae today... amy's too!!!! hehe~ we went to eat swensen.. tok crap... pig out... eat ice cream yummy!!!!den after dat went wyee's hse to play marjong haha~ stupid wyee's luck damn gd... homeground advantage!!! whaha~
aiyo no mood to write today ... sian.... ms adeline.... so sophisticated things today... :P
fcuk you!||1/05/2004 12:16:00 AM
Sunday, January 04, 2004
juz came back fr town.. hehe~ i finally saw pengie after so damn long!!! really miss her alotz haha~ now she's back i will hav a permanent clubbing kaki haha~ she's a very special fren.. errm.. soulmates rite peng haha~ tmr gonna be her bdae & guess wat rachel haven buy her a present whahaha~ sad case man.. tmr onli can meet everybody after wk :P i wan to play!!!1 hehe~ the 4 roses & 1 thorn finally unite tmr haha~
bout nike training, actually i dun feel shiok lo ... nv run finish 4 spokes.. onli did 3 so neh.... i shall go run myself next wk!!! muz really wk harder to build up my fitness.. one day i will be among the 1st few man bwahahahah~ i can do it!!!!
oh ya b4 i met peng, i went to eat marche wif liling, inky, xiang jun & amy!!! haha~e dinner was super fun!!!! haha~ ya after drinking dis cult drink i totally went mad haha~ i bet all of them couldnt stand me haha~ aiyo as in my fren was the one promoting it ma so muz give face abit haha~ ate alot oso but it's alrite!!! coz its damn freaking shiok hehe~its really farnie sometimes... we dun always meet up... sometimes onli tok during trainings, but everything juz start popping up straight away once we sit down together!!! haha~ maybe it's like wat xiang jun sae in her blog, its CHEMISTRY!!!!! hehe~ i will start my long story again haha~ i really miss the old tk days.... i will always reach sch so damn early to practice my 200 shots, den pple will start coming... by seven fifteen we will start playing street netball haha~ still remember dat we will be so sweaty and stinky during assembly haha~ we even hav promotion in the tk netball team haha~ c team will use the left side of the netball court den after dat u will be promoted to the right side of the court when u move up to the b team haha~ so farnie hehe~ during tournament, c team will use green ribbons to tie on our ponytails, den b gals will use red one... till now i still can feel the excitement of twelve gals, leaving class earlier(muzh earlier than the teachers approve haha)to eat lunch together, take our own time to get change , chit chat along the way, making alot of noise, the excitement and butterflies in our stomach bout the game later, get up the bus, help each other tie our silky hair haha~ put ribbons haha~ everythings seem like yesterday!dat time went back to tk for friendly for sjc vs tk... me and grace were really damn excited to be back! everythings so familiar even though alot of new things la but all the memories r still so fresh... our excitement were exchanges by the gals' puzzled looks... maybe they will only understand this feeling when they leave sch... maybe they wont at all.... all depends on whether they luv the game, team and sch enough anot.... maybe its generation gap... gals nowaday r so differnet fr our time(dat was only 2 yrs ago mind u), the passion's not dere le... maybe i'm too critical... but its juz different... was toking the the tk gals bout the tk team today... another sad case... so sad to see tk netball become lidat.... erm.... rachel is so particular haha~ but its juz really different la.... everything's so different though it seems like yesterday... only the tk netballers for the older batch wif wat i'm saying... i'm getting old hahaha~
one day.... i'm gonna be the one who put in the last shot of the game..... code fr kim... u train hard not for all the shots during a game, but for the last shot of the game....nv say die till the last whistle of the game... a lesson dat i will hold on forever....
fcuk you!||1/04/2004 12:59:00 AM
Saturday, January 03, 2004
finally, i'm sitting down in front of the computer.. trying to get as much rest as possible before training... whoo~~~ 4 spokes today!!!! my my!!!! rain please haha~ i bet alot of them will ask me to start singing later haha~ stupid inky is so lame... call me and gek the stupid ang moh slang...
"hi,may i speak to rachel?"
'erm, ya speaking... who's dis?'
"i'm calling fr tcs. may i noe wat time is ur training today @ spe?"
'eh, why leh?'
"coz we wan to do a secret fliming"
APPARENTLY STUPID INKY HASNT REALISE DAT I NOE ITS HER LIAO... SO AT THE END OF THE CALL, I ASKED HER.. MAY I NOE WHO'S DIS?"i'm ms jane..." lame!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha~ but dat was quite farnie la.. it kinda of make me more energetic! haha~ inky i noe u too long liao haha~ maybe next time u can try something more creative haha~
had sjc training today... friendly wif ang mo kio(ms lee's team)~they played alrite but still hav alot of things to wk on... and dere is not enough time!!!! argh~ camp.... chinese new yr holidae!!!!haven even get the fixture yet~ :P shall go catch some sleep~~~~ prepare for war haha
fcuk you!||1/03/2004 01:38:00 PM
Friday, January 02, 2004
a really great song!!!!wherever you will go by the calling!!! wee!!!!
So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and the stone, could you make it on your own
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high, or down low, I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll fine out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
who can bring me back to you
Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love must still go on
In your heart, in your mind, I'll stay with you for all of time
p.s: damn romantic whaha~ can a cute guy sing dis to me!!! bwahahahaha~
fcuk you!||1/02/2004 09:39:00 PM
yawn~~~ so tired after coaching!!!hope i got tan abit more of my face hehe~ so white!!!! gross~ :P i dun wan to look like a big fat white chicken! ok get down to serious stuff.... suddenly i feel dat i shd do something more meaningful for the rest of the holidae.. u noe.. not juz slacking ard.. maybe pick up a new language or something haha~ japanese!!! or maybe go learn how to do manicure haha~ road to being a tai tai!!! hehe~ oh ya! yesterday i went out shopping myself... juz ard neighbourhood so happen to pass by popular haha~ it's like so damn shiok to see pple busying shopping for stationaries, tys etc... haha~ and guess wat was pretty rach was doing??? haha~ "erm.. any new comics? ohhhhhhhhhh.... the latest issue of elle is out!!! whee~~~~" haha~ damn funny!!!!!! hehe~ can u feel how shiok i am now!!! haha~ ok like wat xiang sae... CHEAP THRILL!!!! haha~ so!!!! i tink i shd treasure the opportunity i hav to laugh @ pple b4 uni start! erm.. dat is if i can get in hahaha~ on my way to coaching today.. i realise something... so sighnificant and common... so normal dat u might seem like a moron if u r not doing the same thing.... everyone is rushing... kids rushing for sch... wking peeps rushing off for wk.... everything in dis world got to be fast!!! FAST IS GOOD!!! haha~ except for my shooting motion haha~ see... i can hear kim telling me le... "rachel, slow down while u r shooting! not so fast...nono.. dat's too fast!" bwahahahhaha~ maybe dat's the only thing dat rach is allowed to be slow in.... sometimes we get so caught up wif wk and sch dat probably we hav forgotten how to appreciate silence... peace and the serenity... how i wish i can be lying down on a beach... staring into the sky ... looking at beautiful stars... listening to waves... whoa~ isnt dat great!!!well, it will be double joy if i hav the pples i luv wif me @ the same time.. when silence is comfortable and enjoyable.hehe~ a wonderful place to recommend... if u happen to be clubbing anywhere near the merlion(not centro pls!), go dere for a rest! u wont regret it!!! a great place to chill after a whole nite of partying!!! so romantic!!! hee~i feel dat my blog is so not sophisticated haha~ go look @ xiang jun's blog.. big difference haha~ oh ya.. stupid gerendine fr sjc was saying dat i shd go join the channel u's quan xin zhong dong yuan's biao liang bang mei mei hahaha~ hehe~ actually ah i wanted to go leh.. hehe~ as in i sure win one ma.... so wat if i'm a big gal haha~ i'm pretty haha~ and i can play netball hehe~ dat's all dat really matters! bwhaahahahahah~ maybe one day i shd become a star like drew barrymore!!! beautiful in ur own skin!! haha~erm.. but i admit sometimes i get consious too la.. as in i feel dat its normal lo... occasionally u will start worrying bout ur weight, size and all dat type of shit, especially when majority of singaporeans r so small! hehe~ i tink i will be super happy if i go stay in countries like us and australia hehe~ where biggies can be beautiful too!!! hehe~ and unlimted supply of clothes dat hav our size! hope i can get into under 21 so i can go perth training trip den i can shun bian go dere to shop haha~ ok la.. enough crap le!take care peeps!
fcuk you!||1/02/2004 08:31:00 PM
Thursday, January 01, 2004
happie new year everybody!!!!! i had so much fun man!!! haha~ fun fun fun @ zouk!!!went dere wif yolanda, nydia & xiuling hehe~ i actually only got to noe nydia & xiuling after we leave njc haha~ damn farnie.. sometimes the way God arrange us to meet... is so wierd! but nevertheless, i thanx God dat i went out wif them today! i really had fun dancing thru the nite though we had to go home early! we will go clubbing together again!!!!& ya the next time u guys gonna thon @ my place k so we can party till dawn haha~!!~~saw quite alot pple dere oso!!! nana,andrew, liqing..... whoa~ 1st time see so many nj peeps @ a party haha~tink i shd not hide my disappointment... was quite upset when two frens of mine sae they dun wan to go le... dun noe la.. loss of words.... waiting for pengie the great to cum back!!!! so we can go party together!!!! hehe~ dat neh neh huiping suddenly dun wan to go party le .. dun noe wat happen hehe~ nvm i shall go tempt her! i damn gd @ tempting pple now whahahaha~still having some hesitation whether i shd coach olgc anot... haiz..scare not enough time but i really feel like taking up the challenge ... coaching primary sch gals as young as primary 2!!!!! so exciting!!!!!!! wking wif young kids!!! hehe~ dun noe if they will be so scare of me until cry ah! if it really happen ah i will cry wif them on da spot haha~ jk!tired le.. nitey darlings!
question of the day: wat's lurve? how does it feel to be in lurve? hehe~ rachio is damn curious~~~~ :)
fcuk you!||1/01/2004 02:35:00 AM